Friday, November 25, 2011

Reflection

Things have been tough for me lately. I have been going through a lot, and yet dealing with a lot of loss and memories of people who should still be here today. I want each of you to know that your emails that I have received have made my day! I have gotten emails from some of you telling me that things are so tough for you financially and that you use the freebies you get from my site so that you'll have presents for the holidays. It makes me happy to know that by taking a few moments out of my day to list legitamite freebies for you, you are able to utilize them to make someones holiday a bit brighter. It warms my heart to know that I am actually helping. When I started this blog, it was all about sharing great deals. I never thought about the ways it would help people or the great friends I'd make along the way. Please know that if you are going through a rough time, you are not alone. There are things I struggle with everyday, we are all only human! Some of you have told me how depressed you are and getting free things in the mail gives you something to look forward to, a little present a day. I want you to know that I am so glad that you have taken the time to write to me and I am also grateful for everyone of my readers. You are all great and I love you all. There are friends and family that I have lost along the way, but I am grateful for all of my new friends that I have met through here. Thank you to each and every one of you for reading my blog.
In January, a childhood friend of mine was killed in a car accident. I hadn't seen him for several years, only talked on facebook. To know that a part of my "childhood" is gone, scares me. It's real, if that makes sense. Although I might not be going through the same things as those of you that have emailed me, please know that I am going through my own issues and I can totally relate to the sorrow that you face on a daily basis. Don't let ANYONE tell you your no good or worthless, because you ARE worth everything! You are a precious life that was created for a reason, and you have developed into a wonderful human being. Don't let anyone take away your thunder!
Rest in peace Kevin!!!

Onto a lighter note, this song reminds me of Kevin and the Jersey shore. I practically grew up down there, spending summers there with my parents. I miss the beach, the boat, the way things all were. Remember, the one good thing about the past is that you can choose what to bring with you.

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